My Weekend

Friday was awesome. Tammy came down and we went to Rain. We both got silly drunk and danced our asses off. I ran into this guy I had a crush on in 9th grade and ended up accidentally spilling my drink on him. I apologized and his friend said I owed him a dance. Later on I saw him pushing through the crowd, grabbed him by the shirt, and yanked him to me. It was so great to have him want me after all this time. He asked me my name, he didn't recognize me. He said "you must not have looked like this in high school". Damn right! Tammy also managed to kiss at least three boys. She's a kissing slut when she drinks, I love her!

Saturday I BBQ with Reena and her boyfriend. Brian was suppose to come but he overslept. He apologized over and over, but I didn't want to hear it. I was just tired of excuses. We had a long talk and decided that we won't plan to hang out until after he finishes his album and I will continue to stop by the bar on Sundays. I'd rather not hear him say we'll go out during the week and then have him not be able to. I spent the evening with Ted. We had dinner and watched a movie at his place. He didn't give me a hard time about sleeping over and he didn't make a move on me either. Not even a tongue kiss! Tammy thought it was sweet and that he really likes me, but I think he's getting bored with my conservativeness.

Sunday I slept, grilled, and read some Harry Potter. I went to see Brian around 11. I didn't know what to expect and I was surprised. He came right over to me, grabbed my hand, said there's my lady, and then kissed me on the lips. (he was always a cheek guy in the bar) He poured me a drink and the guy I was talking to (a regular there) was teasing my about something and Brian says don't give my girl a hard time. Well ok then! I even leaned over the bar at on point and kissed him. I feel better knowing that he's not keeping us quiet in front of everybody. I mean, come on, he is a bartender. In fact there was a girl at the end of the bar eyeing him. She didn't look happy when I was saying goodbye to him.

He walked me to my car and we kissed for a while. He kept saying he was going to call me and tell me his schedule that if he has a free day he wants to spend it with me. I'm not getting my hopes up. We did one of thoses -ok bye, wait one more kiss- and when he finally did turn to leave he said 'i love you, bye'. Ha! It was so funny. I know he didn't mean it, it was probably a force of habit (since he broke up with his girl only a little while ago) but it was still funny. I wonder if I should make fun of him for a while or pretned I didn't hear it.